Do you often find yourself living a life that is out of touch with
your own heart, mind and soul?
Somtimes I think that's because life experiences have made our
life unavailable to us. Worst of all, it happens in many areas of
our lives, such as career, health, goals, even faith and especially
in significant relationships.
Many, when in a relationship merely float around, out of touch
with the feelings and drives of their hearts. Ive always believe
in passion. It is the passion that lies below the surface that keep
the relationship alive and growing.

Being out of touch with that inner passion = stale love.

As the week went by, I was thinking, and it dawned to me that
one of the toughest things to figure out is, when to let go of
something that is important to you. When you experience a
pattern where work and hobbies start to take up more then the
passion of the relationship, you'd tend to doubt yourself - your
attractiveness, your ability and whatever else you can question
about yourself that might explain the lack of responsiveness.

Today, Pastor preached a sermon that answered all my doubts.
In a nutshell, I took home a message, that those who succeed
in life cannot ignore their hearts, minds and soul. We should
also include God as our way of life, everyday.

Because nobody knows, how weak I am, better than He
Nobody can see, all of my needs, better than He
Nobody has the power to change me, to what I was born to be
And nobody's love, is perfect to make me whole, other than
my beloved Lord.

There is no shortage of things in life that can cause
us to bury our heart and soul. However, the truth is - those who
succeed have not allowed influences to keep ourselves hidden.

"Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life"
                                                                     Proverbs 4:23

We met up for lunch, finally.
Amy and I took turns to accompany each other in running
errands while in town. And we found the best place to get cheap
yet stunning waist chains !

"so how was your trip to Bali?"
"great! A break from the jungle out there is always refreshing."
"I still cant believe you can do that. Ure really my idol."
"...???"
"To work, rush deadlines, take a degree and can go holiday."

Actually, I too, surprised myself.
Although everything was rush rush affair, I still managed to
keep my sanity. No wonder A insisted 2 months back that I
deserve this trip.

They served us some pinkish welcome drink.
Then A whispered to me "What drink is that?"
"I dont know, looks too sweet."
And pretend to look elsewhere so I dont have to try.
"Hmm .. its not bad you know."
Went closer to the glass, sniff sniff
"Ahhh ... pink guava!"
Then gave A my share. He's sometimes my Sembwaste 

I like this picture a lot. I just wished the man behind wasnt there

The air up the mountain was clean, windy and so cooling!
It felt almost like cameron highlands.

This is my favourite picture too.
I just though the entire wear, plus the scruffy face = totally cute!

Finally, the sun came out. It rained for almost 2 days!
But we thank God for the rain, because it made that evening's
sunset the most beautiful and stunning of all the days we
were there.

First class seats with an amazing view.
All thanks to the boyfriend who thought of the possibilities.

I told you,
It was stunning!

Posing like little kids again.

Happy kids.

I've always prided myself on my tidy finances. Sure there isn't 
much money in the bank, but I'm not stuck in a vicious cycle of
revolving credit. 18% APR and compounded interest?
Banks are evil.

These days however, I've changed my mind. I still believe them
evil, nasty things, but perhaps they might be a little *ahem*
necessary.
Why the change of heart?
Well, Im not sure if I want to tell the world yet.

Teehee.

It's nothing a little month to month saving can't handle.
But I dont want to wait a few months for a little something I
need/want. I want it now! and then there's the trouble with
online shopping.
No card, no goods.
It's discrimination against people like me, really.

Then now JE is telling me how his FOUR credit cards nearly
ruined his life.

   -_-"'

A little more spice on my bali trip after my assignment
deadline end of this week. (=